"Shita sono ame..."

oh m3 ho mmm-i

2008-07-07T21:15:58Z

Summer is half way over and it's been great. Fiesta came and went but it was fun while it lasted, the only thing that has sucked about summer was all the rain durning the week of fiesta and the 4th and the fact that i've been working like crazy. Today i went to bagaboo creek for lunch with my granpy and gramy from florida. It was pretty fun and nice to see them again. but other than family reunions and all that, i have to go camping next week and my dad gets married this saturday, i have to wear this ugly dress that makes me look like the virgin marry. >///< But as long as he's happy i guesse.

On the 23rd of july i'm goign to warp tour, wich will be very exciting, hope to see some of you there. Then i have the "sound track of you summer" tour, which will be cool too. lol, i love this ------------------>>>

I've been trying to update this thing every now and then but it gets hard when i also have stoies to write and things to update on myspace plus offline shit too. I want to start writing soem fan fiction maybe but i'm not quite sure yet.

well i'll keep you posted.
-HOSHI-

Amanda Palmer concert in Boston 6/19

2008-06-25T00:34:32Z

It was really fun/amazing. The concert was ultra snazzy and our seats were great we got to sit at a table and get out own food delivered to us. Paying $60 for seats was deffinetly worth it. Near the end of the show Brian Viglione made a surprise aperince and song a couple or songs with Amanda. I fucking peed my pants. And then at the end of the night we were the first ones in line to meet/get autographs from amanda. I was sad cause brian wasnt there and then i found him on his own talking to a small group of his fans in the lobby. I actualy got to meet someone i've been dieing to for like a year, and i was a stammering idiot the whole time. But he was nice about it and i also got his autograph and a big bear hug. I'll write more later.

-kayla

my week..

2008-05-14T19:51:24Z

I actualy had lots of fun this week, even though I have a but load of homework and projects and reports due (in wich i havent started on any of them btw) Me and my best firnd Casey went out like every day from Sunday and had a blast just doinf randome shit. We took lots of funny pics so I show you. :]
Casey said i looked creepy when my face was all scrunched up and my eyes were all POP.
Casey was being weird...
But
I
Love
Her
To
Death
Like
A
Fat
Cat
Loves
CHEEZBURGAS
!
!
!
!
!

Ummm yeah this is just so fat kid on the swing casey decided to laugh at and told me to take a picture of him. If his fucking shirts were any shorter...,cmvkd,jv.eww.

ME AND HER UMM YEAH WERE DWEEEEBS.
But
I
Love
Us
!

OKAY. Other than our fucking creepy ass fuckign pictures. :P We actualy had a pretty rad time. Untill a creepy man watching kids play at the park farted realy loudly and then it was just fuckign hularious. :D
Me and Casey (Casey told me about it) made a new usefull way to use an unusfull bible. it's called BIBLE DIPPING >O<
You get a bible (old testimets work better) Ask a question any question that involves life of your future or maybe a randome one. Ask about were birds fly, you get intresting answers like THE LORD! OR, TWORDS GODS ASSENDICS! lmao
Yeah i asked were the segal was flying and i pointed to a randome page and randome paragraph and it said "TO THE LORD" and Me, Casey AND my father pissd our selfs. =D
Well I had a fun week AND theres only 6 more days till i turn 17 o-O-o
i'll write more later cause i'm to lazy to write right now. I'm reading Vampire Kisses VOL. 4 and cant put it down :0
-ka-chan-
<<<BAIBAI (MEEVES ES SUPA KAWAII)

14 more days!

2008-05-06T20:22:54Z

My birth day is in another 14 days! I'm very excited >@<
I dont think i'm goign to do to much for it though, just have a small party with soem friends and have some cake and ice cream. The only thing that i love about getting older is having more advantiged friends that actualy have their licens beofre you do, although it sucks in a scese cause i want to drive. But i think i'm goign to have my friend Jess drive me and my firends to lazer quest for the day. I've only been their once, but it was sooo fun. :P I love being childish.

BUTT. This year i'm going to get and awsome cake! I'm going to edite a good picture of either Miyavi, An cafe or Alice Nine. Most likely Meeves. For the top of my cake. And i want a strawberry short cake. mmmmm, yummy strawberries @O@

I'm also making my mother bring me to the purple scorpion to get my septum peirced @_@ I'm so excited, i couldent believe she followed through with it. And she's buying my my sandals that i've wanted. :]

I think this year is goign to be th besr. Cause when we start school again in Augest i'm goign to be a sinor. I cant wait to finnaly get the fuck out of school but in a scence i realy dont want to have to be on my own. :[

i'll post more after my party and i'll put up pictures of my fan-tabu-lose cake. >.<

♥ -ka-chan- ♥

The concert...

2008-04-13T14:17:34Z

Was amazing!
besides the fact that I woke up this morning with the worst ackes and pains and weird unnsccisary bruses and welts, it was a good show.
the opening bands were amazing, the only thing i hated about most of the show was the crowd. That was my first general admistion show were there was no seating and there were huge ass moshs and stuf. I hated when teh crowed aould start swaying so much that every one would lose their footing and ppl started falling under other people feet and getting trampled. It happened to me and like 10 other ppl arund me. I fell to my feet with my knees up andppl just kept moshing around me and I ealy thought i was goign to die, or atleast break a rib or something. and to make matters worst some 200 pound chick landed on my legs, i thought the bone in my leg was going to come out through the skin of my knee cap. So i pulled a jackie chan and like gritted my teeth and shoved everyone off my and jolted up, i was like the onl purson standingwith in like a 10 foot radious and i was like uhhhh, dude i can see the stage perfectly. lol. but then i helped out my friends and the ppl around me. I had like 20 near deth experances. I was at fucking war with 500 other ppl to get to the front of the stage.

When the used finnaly came on we were all shoved fa to the back of the crowed. i was pissed butyet a little relived cause there wasnt alot of movement. But my friend tyler found and opening leading to the lef side of the stage were jeph was, we ended up being 2 ppl away from the stage. It was fucking amazing. I could see the sweat dripping off of Jephs body thats how close i was. I had to fight some huge ass mother fucken butch lesbien MAN chick thing to get next to my friend tyler. I was sooo fucking pissed i was about to beat faces in. When ever she would move i would go into her spot and she would fucking act like a wall pushing and shoving me like a fucking foot ball player. But i finnaly got passes her when she decided to leave andi was like "FUCKING SUCK IT YOU LARD ASS!" haha.

I made some friends in the ned. and I even meet a REALY hot bassest from this band called "lights resovled". His name was Sherman and he was so nice. He handed us a card with his bands website on it, and i got him to sign it for me. He was like "uhhh, can i use your back-" so i start to slowly turn around and he fiinnished his scentance saying "-or your boobs, either or is good" and i like flew around and stuck out my chest and was like "BOOBS ARE GOOD! THATS WHAT THEIR FOR!" he just started laughing. And then i took a pic with him and he was like "Yeah big pimpen" cause me and erica were on eiter side of him. And he kept sqweeking my shoulder realy tight and latr i asked erica if he did the same to her and she was like no he only tuched my shoulder for like 5 seconds. I was like ong he's fucking adorible! And then i mentaly slapped myself for not pulling a casey and sha and kiss him on the cheek like they did to Wil Francis. I was like WTF!

All in all it was anamazing show and i had a good time, and i have to say, the pain i went through was worth it cause i got so fucking close to the stage last night. I felt like i personaly meet the used thats how fucking close i was. :D

gt's
-kayla..

Shita sono Ame... Nao PT:2

2008-04-11T12:31:23Z

Title: Shita sono Ame..PART 2
Involving: Nao and Alice Nine (some other j-rockers)
Main Character: Ame
Rateing: PG-13
Disclaimer: I will ~~never ever ever~~ rape and or steal any of these men and or keep them under my bed! ~~>X<~~

Explosions of red, purple, green and blue; all with their own individual sounds repetitively went off in my memory. Right before opening my eyes to a burning white light and the morning beam of sun warmed my thighs under the covers. The sweet aroma of cherry blossoms drifted elegantly under my lips; I was home, surrounded by light pink walls collaged with glossy pictures of rock stars and one in particular caught my eye in a group of many. And then it all came back to me. Nao and I...

Shrugging off all confusion, I focused on getting myself up and out of bed. Grazing my hand along the smooth marble top of my night stand, I touched something of a different texture. It was soft like velvet and moist around the edges.

Whats this?

A small radiation grew bigger and bigger in my lower abdomen, bleeding into my heart making it flit and flutter around. The blood surged through my cheeks filling them to the brim with crimson color; I felt tears of joy weld up at their lids but never spilling over. A single white lotis, native to Japan lay delicately accompanied by a yellow tinted piece of paper. Placing the lotis into my lap, I studied its appearance, with a center so lush and green circular and full of holes and with wet smooth rounded petals. It was perfect and a sign of beauty in it's self alone...

last night was amazing, I hope to see more of you Ame...
Meet me this Sunday at the peer, five o'clock... Ill be waiting to see your smiling face again...
Nao-
P.S: Sorry for not waking you up last night, you just seemed so at peace...

"Ohhh! Sounds like someone had a real fun time last night! You're quite the man eater Ame, good job!" Yummi was so blind to the world sometimes; she just doesn't realize that for normal people first dates dont always consist of how you say "Slipping them the tongue." Tarring my note firmly from Yummi's lose grip I stuck it to the fridge shaking my head at how ignorant she was being. "Oh come one Ame, I was just joking! Lighten up! Nao must really like you if he's bringing you beautiful flowers and love notes, eh? Personaly, I'm glade you two get along so well!" I felt a bit more at peace with Yummi as she pulled me into a loving bear hug. Maybe she wasnt to bad some times. Our moment was suddenly interupted by the obnoxious sound of high pitched singing coming from Yummi's ass pocket.

"Hello?" Yummi paused slotching her whole body twords the floor and bringing it back up again. She stuck her tongue out arching her brows in frustration. I shruggled looking at her puzzled. Her voice didn't match her mood at all as she continued to conversat with the other line. "Okay, I'll be there soon. see ya'" She slashed her phone closed slamming it to the counter top. "Grrr. Damit Yoko!" The back peice of her cellular device slid under ther table. "What was that about?" Folding my arms she explained as she rumaged under the table top, reaching her phone battery. "Goddanme Yoko called in sick! I have to cover for her at a photo shoot way across town today!" She ramed the batteri back into place packing it back into ass her pocket again. "Where's the photo shoot?" Grabbing my favorite mug I filled it with hot water slowly and cuncautiously dipping a bag of chai tea into it. Thoughts of last night passed my train of thought. My thumb welded in pain from scorching hot wate running off the mug onto my white elumanating skin. "Oww..." Yummi just continued, responding "Namosaki books" a local family owned japanese barnes and noble basicly. "Hmmm.." I scratched my head in curiosity. "Do you mind if I tag along? I've been meaning to take a walk down their for some new books, and plus I think I need a day out for some insperation." That book still isnt going any were. "Sure, be ready in thirty minutes, thats when I leave."

~*~

Yummi parked her small sports car in front of Namosaki book store were a large group of teenage girls, mainly consisting of harajuku bridge's popultion, stood just outside the stores door's being held back by three tall and "jacked" body gards. Slamming the door shut about five girls at the back of a long line turned their attention tword me and Yummi as we walked past them all and made our way into the store safely. "Yummi, who the hell is this photo shoot for? Gackt or something?" Only he could manage to pull a croud like that out side a book store of all things. Heck, it could be outside a laundry mat and girls would line up for about ten blocks just to catch a glips of his dazling hair and god like body. Yummi looked just as lost as I did "I wish I could tell you. They jut told me to be here. Unfortunetly this industry dosen't like to inform people of many things." walking tword the end of the store a large white plastic table and metal chairs where set up, refreshments and small snacks like pocky, chocolate strawberries, bread and sandwiches were pilled up. A short fat angry looking man came stumbling over cords and electrical gear pointing the finger at Yummi. "It's about time you showed up! Damn that Yoko, remind me to fire her when this is over! Their in the back room waiting for hair and makeup just hurry up!" The man gently guided Yummi to the back. She twisted and turned trying to tell her boss I was with her. "Mr. Arigato, that girl is with me. Ame come on!" She quickly gestered making her way to the room her boss was rushing her to. "Don't worry, i'm just gonna look around out here, i'll meet up with you later!" Placing my weight on the tip of my toes I gently shifted arching my neck trying to see her aproved of dissaproved looked, but it never came as the door slamed shut. The sound heard was distant chatter from out side and the humming sound of running macheinery. "ahh, alone at last!"

Making my way up and down iles, managing to find a couple of books and magazines worth my intrest to be perchased. Taking my chai tea and my books I made myself comfterble at a table in the cafe section of the store. Mid way trough my CURE magazine, reading up on an intresting article about the history of J-rock and visual kei, I was interupted by a loud bang and the sound of heavy foot steps inch closer and closer twords the front of the store. I tried to blend in with the books and scent of coffee beans as much as I could. But it didn't quite work out the way I thought it would when one of my books slipped, and feel onto the black marbel floor.

"Hey! How did you get in here? I thought fans were sapose to wait out side till the end of the photo shoot?" One boy I came to recegnize appeared from behind a book shelf, he was famouse thats for sure, but deffinetly not Gackt. Who's photo shoot was this? "Hiroto come on were waiting for you!" Another poped out from the same area, bright lights shown through the shelves and a loud "chililing" chimed around me. The other man was much taller, and dressed in lepord print and black color suit with a dressy hat on his head. "Wow, their letting fans in already? Well since your here, I guesse I should give you my autograph so you can be on your way, hun" The taller and snazzy looking man tried making his way tword me but was stopped by the shorter one. "Hey! What makes you think she only wants your autograph! Maybe she wants mine, huh?" They both glancd over with questioned faces and also filled with narcisism. "Umm, I dont want your autograph, sorry. I'm just here with my friend Yummi; the hair and make up artist." I slowly informed them closing my magazine. There faces went from extream excitement and intamisy to complete dissapointment. "Oh, sorry. Well just leave you alone then." The shorter man grabbed the other just about to walk back to their station. I thought hard for a moment. Were do I know them from..?

A sweet and fermilier voice echoed in my heart, but soon I realized it was being heard outside my emotions and actualy out loud. "Shou I thought you were getting Hiroto wha-" he was gorgouse. All made up he looked even better than he did under the stars, in his fun but occashional lepord print matching suit and fancy make up (Yummi gets credit on this one! :) I felt my jaw drop, but just as fast as I realized it, I shut my mouth and formed it into a sharp dazling smile, before I knew it I was hugging the man I was falling for, falling into and meeting for the first time in the real world, at his job...

"Ame, what are you doing here?" Nao's voice filled with excitment and sentimental vallue as we seperated. "I'm here with Yummi, I thought maybe she had already told you I was hear." Nao's head slanted to the left with a puzzled face but still kept his smile "Noo. She didn't mention that you were here. Weird." Nao shruged and continued. "Well since your here, you get to watch me take sexy pictures" His brows rised and a misgevious but cheesey grin shaped his face. Giggling, I just shoke my head at his response. "That was horrible. haha!" I continued to laugh, Nao joining in. The other two men just stood in complete confusion. Untill one finnaly spoke up "Uhh, Nao, Who is this again?" The shorter one asked completly lost by now as me and Nao embrased once agian. "Oh, sorry." Nao appoligussed at his rude apperance, he clearly was to caught up staring into my eyes to even think to introduce me to his other band memembers. Straitning himself out, taking me by the hand he proudly announced "This is Ame a-" The other two just grinned widely trying to contain their laughter. Nao didn't look to happy at their reaction. "What? What's so funny? Is it her name, cause I personaly think Ame is a gorgouse name-" The two shook their hands violantly sinking their heads low. "No no no no, it's not that at all." The shorter one laughed. The other continued "Ame, you said?" Nao nodded in confussion. They just went on laughing quick to explaine them selfs as Nao grited his teeth in frustration. "Well that makeup artist was telling us about how you went on a date with a girl named Ame last night. And how 'Ame' woke to a note and flowers? She said you two seemed pretty serious, hot and heavy even?" They both burst out in exploshions of laughter.

"What ever you guys" Nao just grabbed my hand and led me to the side of the book store were the lights shown the brightst and a whole camara crew of people stood making a fuss about how were the boys should stand for poses. Nao led me to the table from before, were two taller men stood goreging them selves on snack foods. Nao lightly taped the on the shoulders grabbing their immediate attention. Turrning I was meet by two pale faces with gorgouse eyes. One with dark hair and one with lighter shade of blond, both rather extreamly beautiful. "Tora, Saga this is Ame, The girl Yummi, our makeup artist was talking about, my date from last night. Ame this is Saga and this is Tora." Nao said softly turning his attention back to me, the two men known as, Tora and Saga nodded, clearly remembering the conversation Yummi had with them earlier about our little date last night. "Ohhh, so you Ame?" Saga said in a sly voice, Tora just remained silent. "It's nice to meet, you. I've heard, well, somethings about you but not to much." I nodded. Oh god what did Yummi say?!? They must think i'm some kind of supper slut of something! I could feel my face go red in agrivation. "Don't worry, she had good things to say about you, not rude or embarising things, i'm sure" Tora reasurred with a monotoned voice, trying to convince me she ment no harm with her words. But I didn't believe the sound of him much. I just tried to ignore some of the stares the people around me would give as they walked by me as the photoshoot continued and Nao leftmy side of finnish up his work. I must have munched on about two packs of Pocky before I spoted Yummi sitting, talkign with the photo editer. Chargeing over I snatched her right out of the cheap conversation she was holding. "Yummi, what did you say to the band about me? What did you tell them all! And dont lie" I swung my finger at her face in anger and dissmay. Yummi started off with a simple sigh and began to speak. "Ame, chill. I didnt say a thing. I only mentioned that you and Nao went on a romantic/ cute date to the western resturant in town and went to the carnival. Nao talked about how reat and lovely you were. I might have mentioned some things though.." Yummi paused and my eyes widened. "You told them about!" She drew the line just them. Telling them, and Nao, that I had strong feeling for him only after the first date was completly rude and non of her buisness to talk about. "Yummi, dont talk to me right now. I just can't or i might just flip out and cause a scene. Just leave me alone." I explained walking away and takingmy seat back at the white table leavingYummi speachless.

~*~

"So what happened with you and Yummi this after noon at the photo shoot?" Nao asked as we drove onto the free way in the bands small untaimed bus. The group had their last gig of the season/ CD release here in Tokyo tomorow night. We were on our way to a local hotel were they will be staying just for thenight untill the concert tomorow night. Nao and the band invited me over for a small party, celeabrating the end of their touring. I sat with Nao, Tora, Saga and Hiroto in the kitchen section of th bus. The area looked like it had never been used. Maybe once or twice but not many times at all, no dishes or table stains, nothing of the sort was visible. Hiroto continued adding on to Nao's question. "Yeah I thought you guys were friends?" I just sighed rubbing my forearm against Naos as I brought it to my head. "We are, it's just that she can have a problem keeping her mouth shut about sometings. She's some what of what you would call a 'compolsive lier'" I felt my head begin to throb as I tried to eass the pain with two fingers and a rub to the temple. "Oh, so, was she lieing when she said you realy had true feelings about-" Hiroto swiftly changed the subject as a loud thud came from under he table and a pained welted glare was exchanged from Hiroto back to Nao. "I mean, why do you say that Ame?" Hiroto grited his teeth in pain. "uhhhg, never mind, I dont feel well enough to discus this right now." I sighed placing my head on the table top in frustration. A warm comferting hand rubbed the small in my back over and over up and down. Nao's fingers made gestures and taps in soothing pressures. I heard someone leave the table and run to the back of the bus and them silence. The rubbing on my back was still there, more comfering then ever though. And then a wisper "Are you okay?" I nodded liftingmy head from the table top. Across from me sat Tora and Saga still in their original spot, I was a bit weirded out when I spotted Saga with his head on Toras shoulder lightly drifting off into a deep slep. I shrugged it off thinking nothing of it and answered Nao next question with pleasure "Would you like an asprin or somehing?" I nodded a little fater now, hopping to quickly relieve my pain. Grabbing Nao's hand he led me to the next room oer into the small crampt bathroom. He handed me two vibrant orange pills and a dixi cup filled half way to the brim with cold water. "Is that better?" He asked lightly strokignmy cheek as i chucked the cup into the waste bim beside me. "Yeah a litle." Nao smiled weakly and pulled me slowly into a hug "Come here" he softly wispeared. Breathing in his sweet scent and falling deeper into his warmth I felt myself once again, drift off as the world around me went black, and the last thing I remember was being placed into a warm crampted bunk. Half way through my nap alone in the small bunk, I felt someone, come closer and breath heavy. I dont know wether I had drempt it or not but, the words "i love you" slowly sent me off to sleep once more...

Shita sono Ame... PT: 1 NAO

2008-04-10T19:03:29Z

NEW STORY~
Title: Shita Sono Ame...
Involves: Nao and Alice Nine
Main Character: Ame Kotachi (she'll be discribed throughout the story)
Rating: PG-13 (it goes into NC-17 eventualy)
Disclaimer: I ~~do not~~ own Alice Nine and ~~do not~~ keep them locked up in my walk in closet! ~~>X<~~

"Yummi, I dont know if I want to do this.." I felt sick to my stomach, she had to go behind my back didn't she. I say one thing and she takes it out of context and takes action. "What! You cant back out now, he's gonna be here any minute now! And besides you look amazing it's gonna be fine!" Yummi ashured me trying
to make things feel a little lighter on my shoulders, but it didnt help. I let out a deep long and drowning sigh. "How did you say you knew him again?" I asked nervously, awaiting her to tell me she meet him at a bar while shit faced or something completly dredfull like that. Cocking an eyebrown she looked at my face puzziling. "Hmm. You need something to match your dress..some red eye shadow maybe?" She went on completly dissregarding my question. "Yummi!" I said, now I was realy getting frustrated with her. she quickly finnished up putting away the shadow "Calm down, calm down! I meet him at work dont worry." But I did worry. "Well whats he like? Who is he?" I asked franticly. "His name is Nao, I meet him durning a photo shoot I was working on. I did his hair and make up and what not. And he's a drumer in a band." She listed staring at the ceiling trying to think back enough."In a band?" I asked. That was intresting and made me feel a litle bit lighter on the situation, atleast we'll have stuff to talk about. "He's in Alice Nine, you know, the j-rock Visual Kei band. I thought they were one of yuor favorites?" she asked as I looked my self over in the mirror. A pale fragile frame with the deepest darkest eyes stared back. I liked my look Yummi gave me. I had a very short cut black dress from h.Naoto company with black laice trim and under trimings with red embrodering and a metal cross in the clevage area. I had her black combats on and kawwi lepord print leggings. I looked like a visual kei queen. "Well, yeah I like them, but i havent listened to them in a while, I'm not up to date with alot of their new music. I've been busey latly." I said tilting my head, twisting and turning accepting my look. "You've been busey? With what? Work? Ame, you work at a local convenient store five days a week six hours a day, you cant be that busey." she said completly unfrased by what I said. I just shock my head trying to change the subject off of my job and more on Nao. "Is he nice at least?" I asked quietly. "Nao? Ofcourse! He's a sweatheart, and he's realy funny, you'll deffinetly like him." I nodded trying not to let this blind date get the best of me.

A loud knocking came from the front of the house, my heart stoped and I felt the blood rush to my head "Oh! That must be him!" She smiled kissing my check quickly and bulting to the front door. I just stood nervously infront of the mirror out side the bathroom.

Breath Ame..You look amazing and you have nothing to worry about. You have your bag, your money (just incase he isnt a complet gentle men and dosent pay for you if you go anyway) Okay, relax...

"Ame! Come out here!" Walking out into the living room a short dark figure stood next to Yummi shaking about. The scent of fruity must filled my nose, it was weird but a nice scent. I liked it. Yummi stood googly eyes at the man laughing and snorting. Is this my date or Yummi's? I cleared my throught getting both of their attention. I met face to face with who obviously must have been Nao. His smile was absolotly amazing, although it wasnt a wide one it was the best i've seen in my life. His eyes sparkled and shined under the lighting, he looked strickled approprote for a first date. Nothing to fancy and not to casual either, a black pinstrip and patch worked blazer, white tank top and dark denim jeans with tenis shoes. Yummi rushed over grabbing my hand and dragging me closer in. "Nao, Ame. Ame, Nao" I smiled giving a small wave, curling my toes and twisting my ankles in ways I didnt know ankles could twist. I was clearly blushing ten shades of red, why? I have no clue. Nao laughed innocently grabbing my hand in his kissing the tops of my palm. "Ame? Thats a realy pretty name." smileing, my hand was released and I thanked him. "So, Nao! Were do you plan on bringing Ame tonight? Maybe your appartment for a movie or something? Not that you would be watching the movie" She laughed I just Tapped my foot harshly against the tile floor giting my teeth. The nerve of her. Nao just laughed shaking his head "No no no, I was planing on going to a western themed resturantand then maybe the arcade down at the peer." He said looking from me and then back to Yummi for an approval. "Awwe! Thats so cute! Well i dont want to keep you too from having your time together!" Yummi instintly shuved us to the door way saying her good byes "See you later on tonight Ame! And i'll see you at the next photoshoot in a week Nao! Be good with her!" She waved harshly and with a slam of the door it was just Me and Nao from now on till later that night. Walking to the parking lot I only noticed Yummi's car. I sighed for a moment. "Hey, what are you doing? My car is park across the street silly!" He laughed giving a smile from ear to ear grabbing my dainty hand "Oh good, I thought for a minute you were going to make me walk half way across town!" I held my chest in releif. "No! That would be horrible!" He laughed.

The car ride there was intresting, we actualy have the same intrests in a lot of music and foods and cultural customs. I didnt want to talk about much just to save up for some conversation at dinner time. Nao parked his car across the street from the resturant "Yushamasi's Western Style Resturant and Pub". I'm glade he picked this place, it was one of my faorite places to get some raman! Nao hurried to my side quickly opening my door and extending a hand with another sweet smile. Grabbing his hand I unfortunetly wasnt paying much attention to my feet when I suddenly caught my boots together as I removed myself from the car. I feel flat on my face on the hard pavement. I was completly embaresed. Realy not wanting to move from that spot, I knew if I wanted to spend time with Nao I wasnt getting any were on the ground. Nao laughed as so did
I trying not to make it look like such a big deal. "Awwwwe! Ame, are you okay!" he said in betwen laughs. Getting to my feet I gave Nao a frown and covered my face pretending to cry. Nao chuckled and played along hugging me placing his head on my shoulder and stroking my hair "Awwe did Ame-san fall and get a booboo!" I laughed realizing how stuiped we look to on coming spectators. Nao released me and shut the car door, we laughed as we crossed th street nearly causeing an accident. "Dont worry, It's not that bad falling in public. I feel at a concert once in front of millions of fans. THAT was enbaresing. If you dont believe me search for it on youtube. It's there." He frowned and i just laughd as he opened the front door to the resturant for me. Are laughing sesed at the sound of the hostest voice from behind the tall podium. "Good evening, is it just two for tonight?" She asked but Nao was quick to correct her say "Umm, I made a reservation this afternoon." The woman placed the menus down and fliped open a large black book asking "What name is it under?" Nao just responded saying "Naoyuki" The lady ran her finger half way down the list finnaly stopping and givving a faint smile "Okay, follow me please" The tall skinny woman was dressed in a tradishonal red kamono and had long black hair. She was very attractive, some men sitting by the back of the resturant stared in awe as we passed them. She led us to a back room, private and set far away from any other signs of life.The room was amzing, walls were all a paper white, old and crumbly looking and had traditional japanese sliding doors as well. Taking our shoes off at the front door, I looked at the details of my suroundings and thought for a moment. The fact that it was a private room maybe becouse of Nao and his bands popularity that he had reserved a table for us, or maybe he just wanted some privacy with me. Was this already turning into a serious date? I cleared the thought and took my set at the small pillow and knee high table. The woman placed two menues and some hot water in a small ketle with various packets of tea in a small woden box to my right. She bowed to us saying "Some one will be with you momentaraly, please enjoy your night" Nao and I bowed back and placed our selves neatly at the table. I sat in silence a moment studying Nao's body languge from across the table. I'm not a freak or anything like that. I just thought it was cute the way he placed his hands in front of him, folding them neetly while maintaning to keep his elbows off the edges of the table.

I placed my bag to my side after quickly taking my phoen out of it and turning off the volume. I suspected any minute now Yummi would be calling to check in with me to see how things were going. I didnt want to be rude so I simply solved the problem so it would not become a nusense. Focusing back at Nao, He was now situated and looking around the room quickly. I slowly wandered my eyes away from him trying not to be caught in the act of staring. I pushed my menu away slowly. I could feel Nao's stare penitrate me. "Are you gonna look at the menue Ame?" Nao asked pushing his aside. "No, I already know what i want." I smiled and then quickly realized how badly that could have been misconsrewed into something perverted. I just hopped Nao wasnt like that. Chuckling he grabed my menu and stacked it on top of his. "What are you getting then?" Adjusting my feet I blurted "Ramen!" Nao's eyes widened "Realy! Me too. I love ramen, I cant pass it up any wear i go. Espesualy here, it's the best!" I found myself reacting the same way Nao did at first "Oh my gosh me too! And I agree this is the best place for ramen." We both laughed simotaniesly then reaching out for the opened tea nock I blindly searched for my favorite tea, chai. Nao searched as well for his own ketle. Pulling out a tan packet I opened it and placed the bag gently in the ketle. "chai?" He asked I nodded making a "Mmhmm" sound keeping my eyes locked on the ketle. "me too." he snickered.

Looking up, my eyes meet his as we both caught our selves staring at one another making the same motions with our tea. I smiled back at him. Soon later the waiter made his way into the room taking our duo order of ramen, we both decided on a large bowl of it to share. While waiting for our food, questions were asked about one another that I had saved for this time. "So how's beeing a musicion? I's it all it's cracked up to be?" I giggled taking a sip of Chai tea. Nao shock his head. "Well, Yes, I guesse you could say it is. I mean, I love toring with the guys and seing fans and traveling but some times." Nao paused, setting his tea down his hands streched out in front of him into the midle of the table. He continued "I just wish I could stay home and do stuff like this, just chill and not have to worry about geting interupted by a fan on the street." I nodded "It must be hard. Not being able to feel at home all the time, I mean." Nao sat silently carfully listening "Yeah, but I guesse you just grow to coope with it." Nao took a sip of tea following it with a question. "You seem offly young. how old are you again?" he snickered. I blushed hoping I wasnt too young and that I wouldn't instintly turn him off with my age. "Umm, 22 actualy." slowly moving the hot cup from his mouth he nooded placeing his hands a little farther out this time. "Thats not to bad. Yummi made it sound like you were 17 or soemthing. haha!" Rolling my eyes I commented "Yeah, Yummi can misconstrue things alot." It was true, she realy dose. One time she had a guy over and my cat, muffin's litter box was a complete mess. It was disgusting, she told him that It was my cat and he instintly thought I was a slob, when realy, I was away visiting relitives in Okashima and I had asked HER to take care of Muffin for the weekend. It was all her fault. "Yeah, I could see that earlier." Nao agreed. "Yeah sorry about her, I dont know what her problem is some times. She just likes to make people feel uncomfterble soemtimes, mainly me." Rolling my eyes i thought 'i cant believe her'. "Well, you already now what I do for a living. What are your intrests?" He asked trying to change the subject, thank god he did. "Sorry, how rude of me." I started. I'm such an ass, lets go on a date with a complete stranger and not tell him anything about yourself. Uhg. "No it's okay" he smiled. Continuing "Well, Let's see. I work at a local convenent store with my friend Kiarra. On weekends I'll do what ever, hang out with some freinds, go to the mall or movies. Or just tay home and study for school or write." his intreged voice inturupted "What do you go to school for?" He seemed intrested so I told him "Well, I dont think you realy have to go to school for it, but I take lesons on my off time. I want to be a writer. I've already started writing a book of my own. I have a dead line, so I try to write it as much as possible. I've had some wtiters block latly though. I havent gotten much down in the past 2 weeks." I should realy start writing that darn thing. "Oh wow! Thats great! What is it about?" Nao folded his hands and scotched higher up onto the table in intrest. It was nice that he seemed so intrested in my writing. "Well I dont want to give to much of it away, but. It's non-fiction,well more like a fantasey novel realy, and it's realy crazy. Like robots and pirates, aliens and an apocolyps and some crazy native villagers, zobies and what not. I know it sounds stuiped but it's a book i've had my mind set on since 17. It's based around a romance I once had with my fist love." So much for not giving most of it away, I thought taking anther sip of tea. "Wow! Sounds like my kind of book, when is it sapose to be realesed?" He asked sitting back into his original position. "Well it's sapose to be done in the early fall, wich gives me till the end of summer. Not much time from now. I dont even have half writen yet. I guesse i'm just caught up in working and paying morgage and bills. They seem to be more important than a silly book." Nao frowned at me "No, I think the book is a great idea, I wish I dated more creative girls like you. Maybe I wouldent be so home sick all the time If they were more laid back like me and you." I smiled feeling all at once, somewhat, special to him. I felt like I had a real conection with Nao and his needs. Uncoctously reaching out across the table I ment to grabe my cup of chai, but grabbed something more tangible and warm. A hand, soft and gentle, belonging to Nao. Slowly bringing it back, escaping a small giggle I maneged to stuter out a "O-oh, sorrry." Looking up I only saw a wide spreed smile I was learning to love more and more as the night went on. "No, it's okay.." My hand rested on the fabrice for a moment forgeting what it was I ment to grab in the first place. But my train of thought was interupted again "I dont mind.." I felt the warm pulsing soft and comferting palm brush over my danty cold and pale skin. And then slowly resting on top like a whool blanket. I was starting to love this blind dating already. Maybe it wasnt such a bad idea after all...

Our food eventualy arived, it was amzing! Another good bowl of Ramen but this time I had someone to share it with. It was quite funny actualy, Nao was a messy eater and managed to get ramen all over himself. I had to rush to the front of the resturant and grab some napkins for him. It was quite the site to see, thank good we werent exposed to public or we might have caused a sceen. By the time I returned to the table the ramen was half way gone and most of it wasn't even in Nao's stomach but all over him rather. Rushing over to his side I tossed napkins left and right shoving him away from the distracting bowl of Ramen. "Awwe! I was eating still!" He laughed I just shock my head "Nao, Most of the ramen is on you rather than in you tummy! I barly got any!" Bending down I rippled the corner or a napkin reaching for the sides of his smile covered in sauce and egg yoke. "Hold still Nao" I giggled. He stopped fighting after a few moments and I managed to motherly remove the stains from his face. I smiled at the way he acted so childish and free spirited. If only more guys were like him and not so worried about their self image, but more about the special moments like these.

"There. Next time we should get you a fork instead of chopsticks."I laughed unbuckling my knees, lifting myself from the ground, or, atleast I thought I was. My gooddamn boots, I swear Yummi jinxed these when she said "You just have to wear them, they look great on you!" yeah, and she failed to mention they would get stuck to everything, including the back of my dress! Trying to catch my fall I reached out to grab the nearest thing, accwardly enough being Nao.

not again! Oh gosh!

Closing my eyes waiting till the awkwardly embaresing fall number 2 to be over. When the sudden feeling of falling over passed me I slowly opened my eyes, Nao's smiling face layed beneth me as he stared back inches away from my face with sprkling eyes. "Ohhh! I'm sorry, i'm such a cluts!" I said tring to untangle my menising boots from my offly short and reveling dress. Laughing "I'ts okay, it's kinda comfy actualy" Nao placed his elbows up holding his upper torso in up right position. I wasnt paying much attention with my back turned to my rear carfuly untangling the last thread of lace from the boot. Swinging myself back around I wasn't to much aware of the shift in positions and found myself milimeters away from Nao's face. I just froze, silently not making a sound and trying ever so hardly to wipe the grin off of my face. "Oh, sorry." he blushed awkwardly "is your dress okay now?" I nodded, but didnt have the corrage enough to move quite yet, hopping my dress wouldent catch again. Nao scoutched his elbows up a little more now the millimeters were slowly getting closer. I'm not sure what the distince is between people when your so close you can feel them breathing at your lips. But thats how close we were. Nao smiled and I could hardly help myself but to return the act in dowing so myself. A loud nazel sound came from behind me. I froze as my eyes widened. Oh shit!Turning my back I was face to face with the waiter standing awcwardly in the door frame with a dissaproved look on his face at the sight he had to have walked in on. "Your bill, is on the table Mr. Naoyuki" The man said sturnly turning to leave the room. That. Had to have been the most embaresing moment of the night but by far the funniest. I felt my face go from red to burgandy in a mater of 2.5 seconds flat. Nao combusted into laughter throwing himself to the floor rooling back and forth over and over. I had to admit, It was pretty funny. Nao and I finnaly decided to call it a night at the resturant atleast. Grabbing my purse I pulled out my wallet readying myself to pay my share. "What are you doing?' Nao asked puzzled. "Paying..." I suddenly felt like and idiot. Nao chuckled. "Hey! I'm not that big of an asshole! I'm paying for it dont worry." I smiled placing my wallet back into my bag. "Thanks. Your sucha gentlemen." Nao laughed I just stared in wonder as to what was so funny. "What?" I asked "Thats got to be the first time any one has ever called me that" I was in amazement that no girl would ever give him the time of day to thank him for paying for a meal or opening a door. Nao realy was the perfect gentlemen. Some girls are just so rude. Placing our shoes back on we made our way to the car.

The sky was a pale orange and it was now late after noon and the city of Tokyo was starting to awaken to it's night life. Driving through downtown and past Harajuku bridge were teens packed up their over sized pink and glitery bags with their afternoon outfits. Past small naighborhoods were mothers and fathers called their childrenin for the night, and right down into the city were all life came alive, sighs and sounds moved freely amoung the people, billbords covered sky lines and music filled the streets with padestriens. After two red lights the ocean brezze and salty air filled the car, sparkling lights of all colors and forigen screaming came from monsterouse macheins that flew to the skies and slamed back down to earth only inches away from pavement.

Nao parked the car at a local parking garage near the peers docks. I got out of the car, entering all sounds and became part of a big picture just outside a metal tin. "So are you excited?" Nao looked more ancious than i did, how horrible. I should realy be apreciating this more. nodding, we began to walk under the trashy floresent yellow lights and down the denim colored concrete to the elevator. Stepping into the cold craft, we stood with an older couple awaiting our decent twors ground level. I gazed at them in awe. It realy was the sweetest thing. The womans hair was grey, but I imagened her with fair black shining locks and un rinkled soft skin with a sweet smile. Her husband had the scent of tabacoo and a classy white button up coller shirt tucked into green starched pants and penny loafers. They stodd silently as me and Nao did, I mean, theres not much to say when your only in there for a good two minutes. While staring the same warm sensation grazed over my hand and entangled it's self with mine. I smiled as the doors opened and the older couple dissapeared into the night walking the oposite direction of me and Nao. I just smiled to myself in comfert as we made our way happaly twords the peer. "Were to first?" I askd innocently looking up at him with gaga eyes. "The arcade perhaps?" Smiling, we agreed to check it out.

Moments later...

Lights flickered and the side of my palm vibrated as the shiney silver ball bouced off of walls and swirlly things that made a "boying" sound. The loud "Thump.thuuuumpthumpthump" of the flickers echoed through out the room. "HIGH SCORE!" flashed and shouted with in the machine. "Yes!" I screamed throughing my arms in the air to clame my vivtory once again for the thrid time. Me and Nao found ourselves battling at a game of pinball. "Come one! Best out of 5?" Nao winned, he didnt give up thats for sure. "Nao, that was the last token!" I laughed receving my tickets that had deposited from the glowing machine. "Lets go buy some more!" He stated grabbing my hand and began dragging me twords a token machine atthe other end of the arcade. "Nao! No more, my eyes are startingto hurt from concentrating so much!" I laughed throwing my head back and putting all my weight and pressure on my heal, pulling Nao back twords me. He stopped dragging me and gave in "Fine.." Naos eyes grew wider and shineier, he looked like he was about to cry as he pouted out his bottom lip. He looked so cute I just couldent resist but to kiss him on the cheek. Naos eyes went all squinty and his face lit up, i just chuckled at how dumb he was being. "Ame woves me! Can we buy tokens stil!?!" He begged laughing. I just shoke my head in a dissaproving way. Giggling I took his hand in mine as he stood from his knee after causing another big scene. "Come on, lets go on some rides!" Nao and I ran escaping a few fans of his, never stopping for one of them.

The rest of the night was perfect. We went on the merry go round twice. Nao pretended he was racing and then fell off his horse. He ran around the rotating metal circle slapping the backs off the plastic horses yelling "Yah! Yah!" I just laughed but we eventualy got thrown off for "Causing a scene and bad behavior infront of children" haha! Nao played a few carnival games, he sucked at soem and a few were riged and some he was the master of. Nao won me a giant stuffed panda at the darts game. I named him "hikari". We went on quite a few rides, the fares wheel, tea cups and freak out. I think I almost had a heart attack on that ride. :X . "Are you okay?" he asked, I think my complextion was a pure green. "I hate heights and I get nausous on spinning things. that was not a good combonation." I muttered hanging my head low feeling like i would puke any minute now. "Oh, I'm sorry. We wont go on any more rides like that then. why didnt you tell me you were afraid?" He asked pating my back rubbing my sides gently. "I don know. I was having fun" He smiled grabbing my hand and bringing me over to th food stands. We got some fried dough and a water for my stomach, thn made our way to the peer. The ocean spray and mist brushed at our feet as the pacific ocean waters climed onto the dock were we stood. Finding a nice reserve bench at the end of the dock we sat away from the crowd, distant from the screams and away from the lights and music. A large fishing boat floted by, splashing waves against it's side and draging along the scent of the open ocean. It was quite relaxing. "want some?" Nao extended a slice of dough mounted with a white sugary substance. I tore off a small chunk and ploped it into my mouth. It want half bad. My stomach felt much better after a little while of siting and sipping on water. "So are you having fun so far?" Nao sat back down after throwing away his plate of sugar. I smiled back at him slowly getting up to toss my bottle away. Returning to my seat tere was a large lumb covering the whole bench. "Nao! Were and I goign to sit?" laughing he glanced up at my puzzled face. He moved back more and patted the small space nex to him and went back to staring up into the sky. I just followed along and sat on the edge of the bench. "no..lay down with me" He suggested grabbing my torso and pulling my body down half on top of him and half on the bench. I rested my head to his chest and could hear the "lub dud thud. Lub dud thud." of his heart play like a drum set. "Are you feeling better now?" Nao asked, I could feel his question echo in his chest. "Yes, much better." It grew silent and calm. "The stars are so pretty arent they?" Nao said folding one arm behind his head and another at the appex of my forehead, gently stroking my hair. I softly hummed. "I had so much fun tonight Nao. I'm glade i didnt back out on this." Nao sounded confused asking "you were?" I felt ashamed at the thought. "Yeah, I was nervouse and I didnt know how things would turn out. Yumi forced me into doingthis basicly. But I accepted it, and i'm glade I did.I wish more guys were like you Nao. But yet, if they were, moments like these wouldent be as special as they are now." I rante on and on about how much i enjoyed his company. I could feel the smile on his face and his body turned into a heating pad. "I feel the exact same way.." Nao sat up and looked around for a moment. I got up as well to strech my legs, they were starting to fall asleep.
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"Hey, look!" Nao said standing from his spot on the bench and taking a few steps twords th end of the dock. A man sat in a arm chair with a small box playing soft music. Tied to the docknext to him was a small boat in the shape of a swan. "Lets go, it'll be fun!" I finnaly agreed on something with him and followed him to the man at the end of th docks. "How much is it to ride one?" Nao pointed to the boat and the man looked us back and forth. "No charge" the man guided us onto the rocky boat and we sat on the bench on the inside placingour feet at the petals below us. "Just pedal, the boes show the tides and currents, just stear clear of them and your set for a fun time." The man untied our boat and I grew in ezcitement. We were off, pedeling farther into the harbor out as far as we could drift without crossing the boundries. We stopped and sat under the stars. "This is relaxing" I yawned resting my head back on it's safe and cozzy spot on his chest. "Mmm" he sighed. "Ame.." He wispeared softly in my ear, I realy think i'm falling for Nao and it's only ben one date. How many people cn honestly say that? Not meny. "Yeah?" I awaited him to speek, I closed my eyes. "Can we do this again sometime soon?" My heart flutered, I wasnt quite sue to say, yes wasnt a suitable answer for the way I felt. I perched myself up snuggling into his chest, I guesse I had hessitated to long and Nao got the wrong impression. "Well, you dont have to if you dont want to. I completly under-" i stoped him with a kiss on the cheek life before in the arcade only this time it was a little longer, softer and way more intiment. "-stand" Nao finnished his sentace after the pause of my actions. He smiled as he faced me "Is that a yes then?" I smiled about to give him his answer when. "Zvit!" An loud growing sound flew into the sky followed by a "BOOM!" the sky filled with colors, floting down around us in ashes. It was the most amazing sight in my life. Nao was awe struck, but i maneged to get his attention with the wispear of "Yes.." in his ear. Snugling into him, wrapping my arms around his waste and his around my torso, I felt myself doze off and all was silent, all except for the "lub dud thud. Lub dud thud. Lub dud thud" of Naos heart that soon even faded out along with all other sounds.

Concert in Hampton Beach NH

2008-04-09T21:18:49Z

This Saturday i'm going to THE USED concert in Hmpton Beach NH. I'm excited, but idk what to do about my camara. It's big and bolky and I'm NOT bringing my bag with me. I'll just have to wear pant with some big pockets of someting. :-P
I only have about $108 for spending money, it should be enough to get some dinner and possibley a t-shirt or somehtig. I hope.
Well, other than my concert, i've been writing some fan fiction stories lately, idk if there any good, i'll have to post them and see what you all think. :]
There about Nao of alice nine , ofcourse non of them are real situations and what not, but I just go bord one day and was like "lets make a romance story about Nao! Cause he's so Kawwi!" I was going to write one on Tora or Saga, but i couldent choice so I was like "Lets writeabout Nao instead!" (laugh)
My next entri will be the 1st part to the storie I wrote on http://www.quizilla.com , I havent finnished the second half of it yet, but when i do i'll post that one as too. I think i might start posting and writing new stories for my journal.
bbl with a new entri soon :]
and i'll keep you posted on my camara situation and maybe some pics from the concert.
Kayla-